Night From Hell

Terrible night. I'm having a hard time keeping a positive attitude. I just want to cry today because I'm so so so tired of being sick....and worry about how this is / might effect my new job.

I just tried to take a nap and Declan woke me up 2x. I wanted to spank him in a very serious way after the 2nd time. My voice is almost gone and he won't listen very well. I am very weak and exhausted. I'm afraid to eat much of anything because of my stomach issues.

This is insane, that's all I can say. My parents are being helpful...but that is never stress-free. Right now it just sucks being a single parent.